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About Me Member General Poet the-kirbehFemale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 1 Year
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Sad news...

Sat Nov 21, 2009, 3:21 PM
  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: Awake and Alive, Skillet
  • Reading: random texts
  • Watching: Bleach, Season 9
  • Playing: Mahjong
  • Eating: nothing -hungry-
  • Drinking: water x3
-Heavy sigh-

Guys.. I really think on Monday I'm going to

have my mum check me into a mental hospital for depression.

I just... I don't think I can handle it anymore. I don't think I can handle anything.

Of course, I'll probably just pretend I never said that and go along with my life.

But I'm really afraid that I might just cut that life short.

I plaster on a smile. I lock away the pain. It's just who I am.

And...
I hurt.
I just don't understand why I hurt so much.

It just feels like I have nothing left to live for. And I am scared.

Guys, I'm so scared..

~kiri

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  • Current Residence: In a haunted house on the hill in the US XD
  • Interests: Drawing, Music
  • Favourite movie: Nightmare Before Christmas [I <3 Tim Burton!]
  • Favourite band or musician: Ladytron
  • Favourite genre of music: Most
  • Favourite artist: I have a few
  • Favourite poet or writer: ..
  • Favourite photographer: Sam aka ConfusedProphet. Check her on DA
  • Favourite style of art: I like goth art a lot lately :D
  • Operating System: Windows
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod <3
  • Wallpaper of choice: Orgy XIII
  • Favourite game: Kingdom Hearts, Zelda, Jade Empire is win..
  • Favourite gaming platform: give me any
  • Favourite cartoon character: define cartoon >> [SHIZUMA HANAZONO. <3]
  • Personal Quote: "I'm not afraid of dying, I'm just afraid of losing you!"
  • Tools of the Trade: I have a few.

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:iconsecret--writer:
Thanks for faving dear :iconglompage:

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:iconthe-kirbeh:
continue it
doo eet naaaaaaaaao
I had time to read it finally last night cause I went home early from work sick and it was just ACE.

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"I skate to one song, and one song only: my lady humps, by the black eyed peas."

"I'm not skating to that, I don't even know what that means!"
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:iconsecret--writer:
Yeah I've got some of chapter 2 written, just got to do a little more, but hiwthi seems to be more of a demand so I'm going to upload that first :D

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~Tekalali check out the art!
~ButterCake19 check out the photography!

If you cried when Axel Faded, copy and past this into your signature.

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:iconthe-kirbeh:
yeeeeeeeeeeeeeyz-glomps-
>w<

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"I skate to one song, and one song only: my lady humps, by the black eyed peas."

"I'm not skating to that, I don't even know what that means!"
~blades of glory
:iconbroodwitch:
Thank you for the fave!

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12/2/13 Is the day I truly live

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"Let the screams in your head be the last things you hear."

~Combichrist~
:iconthe-kirbeh:
Thank you for the epic?

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"I skate to one song, and one song only: my lady humps, by the black eyed peas."

"I'm not skating to that, I don't even know what that means!"
~blades of glory
:iconbroodwitch:
XD

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Alexa <3 Mein Herz schlägt nur für dich mieze

12/2/13 Is the day I truly live

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"Let the screams in your head be the last things you hear."

~Combichrist~
:icongrimcarebear:
Thanks Love!

You going to A2F?

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"Such Heroic Nonsense."
:iconthe-kirbeh:
I sincerely hope so, yesh.
:3
I know I'll be there saturday, and hopefully Sunday as well.
(Y)

Can't wait to see you there! <333

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"I skate to one song, and one song only: my lady humps, by the black eyed peas."

"I'm not skating to that, I don't even know what that means!"
~blades of glory
:iconrazias:
Aweee~! Thanks for the faves and watch!! <3

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Can I really bury it all with empty words?

~YoruSoi :heart::dummy:

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